Oct 182010
 

The Master had been clear on this point – the room was treated so the five physical senses would be useless. When Scott asked how, the Master laughed and told him it was magic. Scott had chuckled and shaken his head. Clearly, no point in arguing – not today’s knowledge.

Scott blinked and the test began. He relaxed and extended his consciousness into the ground below him and around him. He knew his limit well: no more than a five-foot radius around him. This meant that by the time he felt the opponent, it would be almost too late. Almost. The Master was sometimes annoyingly cl-

Scott flinched and his hips spun him around, hands flying up in an open, receptive guard position. An intrusion into the five-foot radius. It was almost like a physical blow to his solar plexus. He had felt the opponent. His mind started to rush through all the things he knew to do, and yet within an imperceptible lapse of time, his trained body took over with a quick, soft breath out.

The wind suddenly started to blow, and Scott mentally took notice of it. Wind in a room that had been magically sealed of the physical senses? He wasn’t supposed to feel that. The blow he took under the floating ribs on the left side actually lifted him off the ground and sent him flying a few feet before landing hard on his pelvis. His mind had stopped and time hadn’t. Fuck. Everything to start again. Actually… Scott realized he was still connected to Earth and could feel the opponent coming in. He stood up with a quick, hot breath that helped him expand Water and Air towards the other, feeling for the intent to strike, feeling for the movement, for the breath, for life.

Gotcha.

Connected, the movement became absolutely unimportant. For approximately half of one long, endless and yet very short second, everything in the room became one. When Scott’s breath ended, the opponent was on the ground, stuck in a joint lock.

“What’s with the wind,” Scott asked.

“Oh, just making sure your mind was in the right place.”

“Hardy har-har, Master.”

May 102010
 

Funny how, when I’m busy, I stop updating this blog, isn’t it.

I’m learning a good amount on HTTP, Perl (specifically CGI) and working on using TDD with Ruby/Rails: it’s a mindset.

Regarding martial arts, sensei helped me figure out that my punches are all wrong, and the issue has been traced to lower back muscles. Thankfully, I’ve got tons of subway time now, so I can practice standing. For those of you who don’t study martial arts… That last sentence is not a joke.

On an unrelated note: I always enjoy the fact that ‘martial arts’ is commonly mistyped as ‘marital arts’. I knew the two were similar (*grin*), but some sentences are downright hilarious.

Sep 162009
 

I had a good time in the dojo tonight. Managed to bring a kid back from the verge of tears to feeling good and performing kata with solid focus and intent.. And then good sparring. Kid’s 6, by the way.
My class wasn’t that good, though I got a compliment on my push-ups from sensei. Went through my kicks.. Then sparred..

I fleetingly get a grasp of efficient body movement, and then it disappears, and then I have to train a lot more to make it happen again, and then more again, etc etc, until I can make it happen effortlessly.

I really, really love teaching martial arts. There’s something about the student-teacher relationship, in the study of something which involves both body and mind – and you can’t lie or fake your way through that. It’s all about the truth, and being naked and exposed. It forces you to examine yourself and your relationship with others.

Feb 242009
 

A friend of mine wrote about shoulder relaxation.. Apparently we both had the same mental block, but he solved it first – shoulder relaxation (and by extension, all relaxation) can be done up/down and … forward/back!

At first I didn’t think I had that issue, my western mind automatically went “Nah, I don’t have that issue, my shoulders are nice and straight!” .. And then training kicked in and the answer came : “Well, maybe they’re not supposed to be straight!”
So, I let my shoulders round forward a little, which required some spinal and pelvic adjustments.. But the result is that I suddenly ‘stopped feeling’ my shoulders and upper back.
For my friend, who is more advanced than I am, the effect was more drastic, and he became aware quickly of more changes, like his arms being properly connected to the body, and feeling better rooted in spite of not having his legs bent as much.
I’m still playing with the feeling, the muscles around my spine don’t know what to do with this weight, I think.. I’ve got to work on this some more ;-)
Still, this is a good discovery.

Dec 192008
 

This week two more students tested. We have a new green belt and a new blue belt. They did pretty well, but I am completely amazed at how many excuses adults have. Their heads are full of them. Can’t they just listen and say ‘yes’ like they were taught when they were kids? Talking back is a privilege, not a right.
Ooh.. That’s good.. I’ll reuse that.

Nov 042008
 

Yesterday evening a man who trained about as long as sensei came to train with us. Black obi, rather frayed to white. He’d trained a long time under his uncle, and then ~15 years under sensei’s sensei. He’d taken a break for a while, so he was a bit out of shape, but his mindset, his attitude, his devotion were 100% into everything he did – an important lesson which I forget all too often.

He left, very happy to have joined us. I hope we’ll see him again.